I'm bring my rantings up here again, cos i cant keep it in no longer..
I really miss you cos we haven been spending much time together all for the Kingdom's cause..Im not complaining bout serving, i know we're doing the right thing at the right time..
But why cant other's plans be compromised but ours have to be?
If the ldr sets a date den why don't the mbrs try to stick to it? and now my wed plans are ruin cos of the majority who cant make it today..
And if i go according to what my heart wants, then I wouldn't find peace in have a good time out with you while others are fighting the good fight..
But srsly when was the last time we had a good date? When was the last time we watched the movie? When was the last time we had a decent coffee chat?
Sigh..Compromises or Sacrifice?
I'd say sacrifice...cos i know greater things are installed up head for us...but i just gotta get across this feeling, i was really looking fwd to wed.. I know you were too..
But then again we always find sooth in saying Ps37:4 "Delight yourself also in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart."
"I miss spending time with you till i’m all chocked up..but we don’t have a choice cos we’ve chosen the path less taken by others, and so I’d be fighting His battle first and hope He’ll see through my battles.."
I mean srsly who doesn't have tough times while serving? perhaps this is just the start of mine again..Devil don't be too happy just yet, see what our God can do..BUT God is greater than all things.
